Ready or Not!

Tomorrow is Pete's funeral.. Oh how I dread it. I am not ready to "finalize" his death. All I have thought about for the past 8 days is Pete and the Grandpa he was. I have spent a lot of hours going through pictures and am so sick to my stomach that we only have 1 real picture (we have one from my cell phone but it printed horrible) of Pete and Blake!
Our weekends are always non stop so its hard to get out to see G's parents often. Then on the weekends we might not have something on one of the days G doesn't want to spend 3 hours in the car to go out there.
My kids always enjoyed him, every time they would see him he would give them each a $20.00 bill. What a great memory they will have of that!

I do have some other postings I need to blog, I just haven't had the time.  I will do it soon though!

Say a little prayer for our family tomorrow. I don't know how G will hold up, he seems strong but this is his dad.